raindropq

raindropq wrote (edited )

chewing herbs like Oregano is good . the electronic water-pick feels pleasant compared with regular floss and is effective , there was a brand-new one in this house i found.

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raindropq wrote

when i was a kid my Grandpa drew a cartoon of me as "flag bearer" standing atop a mountain, victoriously raising-up the Family name. he told me it was my responsibility to carry on our lineage.

i think that might have contributed -in part- to my social anxiety complex.

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raindropq wrote

clear a hurdle and become a satisfactory writer<

i mean i want to participate in an ongoing communication with people of shared experience. i want to believe in the potential for scientific study/ puns, and storytelling to bring people together in a common thread, to fight, to commune. i don't give a shit for acadamia, higher powers or greater society. i care about individual people's accountability processes, holding space for conversation/growth, honoring habitat . this would be affinity as phenomenon rather than ideal thing, not only do i cry for it, i require it. i need to find it somewhere.

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raindropq wrote (edited )

feels like a lot of condescending sarcasm , bullying, domineering-scorn. maybe some trickery/ alt-personality attempting to arouse further conversation. i wonder if it's only a couple of people or some brigade from the chats that i'm not allowed to participate inable to access. i can'tcan i be real if i think people are faking it or they're starting from a place of dis-respect~~.~~?

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raindropq wrote

opportunity for critical deconstruction of cultural tendencies in a group setting. people actively engaging with a trace of humour that -for some reason- interests my fancy./ in this place i feel some kind of commonality , like maybe there's some people here i'd like as friends , who might help me to clear a hurdle and become a satisfactory writer /

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raindropq wrote

Reply to comment by autonomous_hippopotamus in by !deleted7347

hanging out in the library on a sunny day isnt fun for me. perhaps if i catch the librarian on their lunch and ask -when they're not to busy- they'll consent to me walkin outside with an item

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