nihilistique
nihilistique wrote
Reply to [tw: NSFW, misgendering, mental self-harm, suicidal ideation, reference to institutionalization] I still can't get over the guilt by The_Dense_Journalist
I'm just going to be honest with what I think, the people who obsess over other people masturbating are creeps.
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Reply to I need hugs! pls! by EmberGrove
=(^_^ )
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Reply to comment by lamppost in Anarchy :) by nihilistique
(^-^)
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Reply to comment by lamppost in Anarchy :) by nihilistique
You are a fun person :)
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Reply to comment by BLVDE in My attempt at art by calamada
Basically I am okay with any pronouns except he/him and she/her, but I usually just say I prefer they/them to keep it simple.
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Reply to comment by BLVDE in My attempt at art by calamada
They/Them, but in a "Genderless void-thing" way :)
The only pronouns I don't care for are he/him and she/her though
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Reply to comment by BLVDE in My attempt at art by calamada
Oh, I should probably ask this to anyone I'm having an active convo here and I don't otherwise have info on, what are your pronouns?
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Reply to comment by calamada in My attempt at art by calamada
Basically the same thing! Destroy the structure completely, no one should have it!
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Reply to comment by BLVDE in My attempt at art by calamada
You are probably joking, but I'd love to do something like that with someone lol, have something different to do :)
Honestly feels nice for someone to invite me to something in general, even if it isn't literal
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Reply to My attempt at art by calamada
Oh, so the ants took control of the ant hill and are beheading the queen, but the cool ant is blowing up the guillotine and ant hill because no one should have it?
I'm reading too much into this, aren't I?
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Seeing as you are a new user, I should probably mention you shouldn't use the r slur here. But yeah, fandoms around games published by the massive corporate gaming industry aren't fun to deal with in general. People never really learn from anything, they just get angry, say "I'll never fall for gaming scams again!", then proceed to buy the next game, or they get angry and feel a need to justify their purchase.
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Reply to comment by Lettuce in Omg I'm so Proud of Kids these Days by Lettuce
Okay, thank you. I really should know what comments on these videos are going to be like, justifying beating children because they don't fall in line and shit. Just let kids be kids, this world is shitty enough as it is and the "mature adults" aren't helping by killing off the world youth is growing up in. I wish I didn't have the whole "mature for my age" thing driven into me while simultaneously being treated in such a condescending way through my life, it sucks.
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Reply to Omg I'm so Proud of Kids these Days by Lettuce
I wish I could watch what you are talking about without having to subject myself to the channel itself. My fault for reading the comments, admittedly.
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"Breaking News: Greta Thunberg embraces anti-civ anarchy because liberals can't stop being liberals"
Joke, but I am wondering how effective liberal handwringing is to getting people radicalized in general.
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Reply to comment by SnowyKnave in I'm a Chinese anarchist(?), AMA by lamppost
I'm kind of surprised my question I posted is connected to all of this. It's a public forum, it shouldn't be surprising, but it is weird seeing posts I make brought up in another context in general I guess.
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One of the things I remember from last school year was when one of my friends was dealing with a breakup with some guy, and I overheard some of that guy's friends talking about the situation with one person saying "Girls with trauma are crazy" or some bullshit. People are very willing to start suddenly being sexist or saying a number of shitty things when they break up with people in general I feel.
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Reply to Anyone know what this mindstate it called? by Modeerf1
Nihilism
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Reply to comment by ruminator in Emotional build-up by nihilistique
Thank you. I get very self-reflective and self-critical, because I want to do what I can to not reinforce the oppressive bullshit of life, and I get upset about that because it can collide with me just trying to graduate high school and deal with home life, various expectations and social shit and whatever. I mean, I'm already failing two classes, and I'm afraid of repeating this year because it should be my last year, and if I can just get through this it is one less thing to overwhelm me, but it is hard to get through because my brain just has a hard time functioning over all the stress I have and things I try to get done. I end up getting nothing done when I'm trying to get everything done.
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Reply to comment by Daan_H in Emotional build-up by nihilistique
Thank you, and yeah, that sounds like me. A big part of why it is hard to express things is I get too overwhelmed to express things, and I tend to not have a lot of chances where I feel safe to express things to others, life gets in the way and contacting people outside of school isn't really an option. I care about other people very deeply, it is just hard to express that externally, but internally it affects everything about my life. I think I kind of rely a lot on caring for others to take care of myself, because that is something I really enjoy doing when I can, but when I don't have a lot of opportunities to connect with people well due to how my life is, my life feels kind of empty and all I have is the stressful parts of my life and overhearing friends talk about their stressful lives without really having the ability to give input at those times. It is a lot.
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I'm agreeing with you, though less based on experience with the game because I haven't played it, and more of the scummy corporate with the "play before release if you pay more!" which is another shitty practice getting normalized in the industry.