mindforgedmanacles wrote

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I obviously sound like a broken record at this point, but I can't being convinced by the feeling of how the world would probably be a better place if I never existed. That, and the feeling that the future only promises more unspeakable horrors and a monotonous wasted life of wage slavery.

I feel like people either can't stand me or just pity me for my stupidity. I feel like love is disappearing from the world, I feel like I'm increasingly becoming cyborgized with the devices I fill my life with in the absence of meaningful relationships.

I'm in a perpetual toxic hole.