lettuceLeafer

lettuceLeafer OP wrote

However, I contend surgical abortion is necessary for people who are having life-threatening problems such as ectopic pregnancy, sepsis, and miscarriages that are not leaving the body. These cannot to be treated with medication and are also urgent enough that an auntie network will not work.

I mean yeah, my solution doesnt solve that problem bc I wasn't trying to. But I think it's a loss to not be thinkif in such a defeatist and electoralist mindset. Because the fact of the matter planned parenthood is expensive af and is not super accessible to those not in big cities. It inherently doesn't serve all of their customers well.

Tho it is a massive loss. The two most common surgical abortions cuvetee and scapulation and vacume aspiration are not difficult and very cheap to do. As long as u use disposable manual vacuums rather than the machine.

For instance an underground business run on a pay as u want mode could potentially be even more accessible due to not being cost prohibitive.

I think thinking beyond auntie networks is necessary. And I'm trying to be nice but u are Vastly overestimating the amount of necessity for legal abortions. Yes it has many pros but honestly illegal abortion infasteuctyre is a necessity even if abortion isn't bad bc legal abortions are a service that is kinda shit.

Yes this is really bad but it doesn't need to be a loss for the vast majority of people who get abortions.

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote

Both those drug are almost always prescription only. And there are prob some countries where it isn't prescription or u can bribe pharmacists or doctors international drug trafficking is really expensive and difficult. Not to mention if u become an international drug smuggler u will make many dangerous enemies.

Chemistry is dangerous sure, if u are lazy and aren't anal about safety. Chemistry is dangerous when dipshits don't read and just do random shit. People who seriously academically train and don't do projects where they don't have proper safety equipment will be way way more safe.

Plus it's impossible to comment on how dangerous something is unless u do it. I mean many chemistry synthesis are as safe as baking soda vinegar but many are badly more dangerous. So u are just making stuff up if u don't know the synthesis.

And right now sythesis requires a decent amount of chemistry knowledge as they are fairly complex and u have to run of patents. But as I said there are many many ways to make a chemical and if it's to difficult it's not silly to atempt to make new sythesis.

And besides in danger if u don't wanna do it urself u do have to there are plenty of people more than willing to take that risk. So u can just help them by providing knowledge and doing research.

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote

Honestly I have so fucking little faith in this website that I think the only response I'll get is people badjacketing anarchist causes to help provide abortions as monsters brutalizing vulnerable women in need of abortions bc they are ignorant on how abortion works. Bc most people are allergic to actually putting some skin in the game.

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote (edited )

Basically bc, most if not all of the treatments at hospital are impossible to tell if vegan and many are obviously not vegan.

Not to mention how so much of the treatments is result of animal testing as a requirement by law.

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lettuceLeafer wrote

Like 3 months ago I commented that they were pathetic for spending their time doing propaganda for a government. Like 2 weeks ago they responded by going through my post history to try to make a super personal insult. Which I found incredibly hilarious that it bothered them that much.

People seem to be doing that Tankie thing where u have a unhealthy coping mechanism by worshiping a foreign government. A personal delusion to make the world feel less horrible. So people got to spend lots of time proving to themself that their dilutions are correct. Just like how the carnists will get defensive and make up bullshit to defend themself.

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote

Did you feel like you needed to leave

No I'm still around. Not really to interested in discussion tho I did wanna talk to a few people still in my dm convos. Idk I don't really have much to talk about. Most of the plans and goals aren't possible to achieve atm for an indefinite period. And the whole anarchist process is extremely useless to me atm and honestly the whole goals and trying to be respectful of others autonomy and not hurt people is something I'm really reconsidering.

Idk, I don't really desire talking to people on this site about my actions and thoughts and people wouldn't like them anyway.

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lettuceLeafer wrote

Dog, I've spent hundred of hours with cattle. Its not critical thinking to rule out what u have been taught, what I have done and experienced and red bc some Redditor told me I was wrong with no sources.

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lettuceLeafer wrote

The above is how I'd like to see them go out because of the way we bred cows to have painfully large udders they're more likely to get mastitis infection and die, so sometimes milking will be necessary.

U can't b vegan and want to milk cows. This is just wanting to own cows and ur slaves but in an uwu nice way. They don't need to be milked bc one the milk comes out even if u don't milk the and the fucking caves drink it dipshit.

So we can't even let them roam far in fully wild habitat with wolves around without having to train dogs to save most of them with big spikes round their neck, so some calves, wolves and dogs would still be getting killed for dumb reasons.

Oh fuck off. The criticism I gave above is even more true and this is an even more bullshit argument. Fucking uwu I'm so nice snowflakes who pretend to be anti oppression but in reality just Wana be oppressors in a uwu nice may. Own the fuck up shit u wanna do or don't advocate slavery. At least u won't be a fucking coward who can't even admit to themself their I tentions. Fucking snowflakes who can't accept reality I swear.

Towards the very end there will be a burden put on animal sanctuaries to take in lots of animals and for governments to write laws to say the farmer has to turn their farm into a sanctuary to save the few remaining animals, like how there is a burden put on rescuers today with some battery farmed chickens allowed to be rescued after their egg laying numbers drop, while others get killed for pet food, to save the farmer the bother of transporting them to slaughter and sometimes not cutting even.

Animals sanctuaries fucking make me sick. U don't like the consequences of animals not being humans property but u also don't want the consequences of them being free so u gotta create an elaborate plot to keep them ur slaves and deprive them of their freedom to follow their dreams. Fucking nasty liberals I swear

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote (edited )

I'm not really stuck tbh, I can just leave and stop at any time but I more don't want to as the personal loss I will feel to do anarchy is so great that its no longer something I want. If anarchy would make my life shit so I choose not to do it even though I pretty easily could I'm not really an anarchist and I think such a label would be silly to cling to. Plus I'm not really seeking to leave or have an exit plan and trying to build one and then trying to live in the present and wait for a better future is so fuck off painful I can't emotionally do that. hence why I will spend my time enjoying being a brutal authoritarian. I'm not obligated to do anything as I'm not dependent on my needs from anything solely. So I can just leave but I choose not to. Its not a question of being unable to stop its more I can stop at any time but don't really have the will or desire to anymore.I think u wouldn't be so nice if u had an idea of the stuff I do all day and how little remorse I have.

Also I'm not really being hard on myself. I'm just stating reality plus I don't value being a good person so being an absolute shit head doesn't make me feel bad. I do feel bad about the social consequences of being a violent mass killer as it negatively effects me but its not like I had friends or anyone who really gives a shit aobut me anyway so its no real loss. Just loss of potential to have friends without openly hiding what I do with like all my time.

Also sure its a job but like we are talking on call, almost everyday coming multiple times a day and sometimes just being at work (working and on break like 10-14 hours). Its a lifestyle that I have watched for my whole life and it does little but cause mass destruction and despair to everyone arround u. And I'm skipping right into it bc tbh, trying to fight for a better world was kinda a waste bc idk, I tried my hardest to make something different for 3 years and I have mad no progress and I"m right back to what has been destined. Damn, talk about a tough guy edge lord jesus lol

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote

nah because all those things is just choosing to be ruled more (dear leader, the populous, police chief and millitary generals respectively). But like this isn't a suprise I"ve spent plenty of time on this site on the benefits of stock ownership (i.e. profiting from owning companies that do stuff like drill oil, build bombs for US millitary and slavery ect). I think its a poor idea now ovi but like for self interested reasons rather than virtuous ones.

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote

idk, I am someone who does things and is motivated and does things for completely different things than u. So idk, u seem to be assuming I'm upset or want to change when the reality is I don't actually care too much and don't really have a problem doing the unidealistic thing if it benefits me. I've been pretty open that I don't care about being nice, being ethical and mostly am just looking out for myself. So it should be no real surprise that I step back from anarchy when in a situation where doing anarchy would be something that makes my life worse for some other purpose such as virtue or ethics or whatever

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lettuceLeafer OP wrote

oh also, if like a single person feels upset or uncomfortable about me being around Ill fuck off. This isn't really my space anymore I don't think. Tho, idk, I still kinda wanna stick around just bc thats what I'm used to.

God, what the fuck happened to my life? I never expected for it to be like this. Shit

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