Reply to comment by jouissance in Before the Big Change by jouissance

jouissance OP wrote

I'm utterly without community to the point where I'm struggling with daily suicidal ideation and sadly cynical to any chance of me ever experiencing a feeling of "community."

Much of that comes from my own lack of effort or misery, but I think it's fair to say that as far as human warmth is concerned, so much of this world seems like it's going through a god-damned ice age.


Reply to comment by jouissance in Why anticiv? by Utopian_Anarchist

jouissance wrote

You've been reading through Braiding Sweetgrass too, eh?

I'm on the final section of the book now, and you're absolutely right. The soul-sucking emptiness of the dominant culture makes me suicidal every time I'm faced with it, and that's every single day. I don't know what to do, I've been in despair for more than half a decade now.