appealing_a_ban

appealing_a_ban OP wrote

I appreciate the apology, and apologize if I was overly hostile myself. I hope it is understandable why I would be so over my own experiences. While obviously I disagree with you since I think my experiences show otherwise I do appreciate you supporting my ban for those reasons as opposed to the previous framing of my own experiences.

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appealing_a_ban OP wrote

Ziq is the one who brought up the essay on this site, not myself. I don't see how calling myself a pedophile does any of these three. Does saying I had sex as a kid count as sexualizing minors? Like that just seems so ridiculous that anarchists would dictate to someone else how they should interpret their experiences.

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appealing_a_ban OP wrote

I didn't do it on this website, I was discussing my essay in a different online space that ziq is in and said they would probably interpret it this way. I haven't posted that essay here.

If the reason I'm banned is because people don't want to associate with pedophiles thats a different discussion I think. Since it's no longer about TOS or rules but about public opinion.

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appealing_a_ban OP wrote

I guess I don't understand why behavior outside if this site affects my use of this site. If me saying I'm a pedophile here in that last post is a breach of TOS I guess that makes some sense to me, though I would appreciate discussing it furher if possible. But I'm very confused still about the original ban.

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appealing_a_ban OP wrote (edited )

Yeah it seems to me that I was banned for being a pedophile. Whether or not I am a pedophile I think is debatable, but unless you want to get into those details we can just assume I am guilty of being a pedo. I would like to know why sexuality, both in thought and Practice is relevant to my use of this site? It is difficult for me to choose of these two binary options youve chosen. Without getting into too much nuance to extend thus reply even further I think for the purposes of this convo it is safe to say I do not suppress my sexuality and have acted on my sexual feelings before. As I believe I expressed in that thread but i may be misrembering and it was elsewhere, as a child I had sex with adults, which is a large reason i consider myself a pedophile (edit: when talking with teleiophiles at least).

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