amongstclouds

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amongstclouds wrote (edited )

Only you can know when it is right or when it is wrong. Now whether it will be effective in a particular instance is much more complicated.

Instead of asking for justification for the legitimate use of violence word the questiton like 'will this instance of violence help me right now or will it only make things more difficult'.

Because to allow or perform violence against other is to accept that very violence into yours. Sometimes you have to fight fire with fire.

Violence is just a reality that living beings must experience. There is no avoiding it. But by being more conscious of our actions we can use this reality as a tool when the need arises.

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I am well aware of what Raddle is and I am well aware of my actions.

I never understood the logic behind 'it's just the internet,' as it reminds me of the people who claim to be 'non-political' while ignoring the fact that all social interaction is exactly so.

So before you try and judge what is best for me and my sake ask yourself if it's even possible for you to understand anything I am thinking and feeling.

Not to accuse you of this, but by approaching me this way you are assuming I must need to 'calm down' or 'seek help' as others have been throwing around. This is such a cheap shot and goes against much of what this place was supposed to be AVOIDING.

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amongstclouds wrote

Oh, so you can go into others spaces and shitpost but the moment the tables turn this innocent mask gets pulled out.

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amongstclouds wrote

Well I deleted them because I was in the process of leaving but decided to push back against this problem.

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amongstclouds wrote (edited )

I can't leave... but I also can't let these people continue to be shitbags.

I don't care about the cliques and groups that form because tbh I usually feel alienated from most of them as very few seem to share my views.

But there is indeed a reactionary front on Raddle. We're seeing people suddenly try using mental illness as an argumentative tool while trying to pretend they're radicool. They have to constantly remind us how leftwing they are because they're not too sure the extent of it themslves -- or they do know and they just enjoy fanning the flames.

It's been growing for a while and I'm almost certain that left wing moralism is the problem. A hive mind of sorts creates this right/wrong dichotomy and it's up to the Left to dominate it and shame all others who might not totally agree or necessarily be informed. They want power. They want to feel above others and so they go for the lowest points here on Raddle like throwing blind insults of things they don't understand, demonize the neurodivergent, and pretty much seek to recreate the world we already reside in.

I really just want to leave but I would feel so bad. I cannot let people like this just get away with this weird witch hunt groupthink shenanigans. I want to destroy that which seeks to destroy me and what I love. ❤

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amongstclouds wrote

Entire post history.

I've been here for eight months. You've been here much less. Not sure how all of my posts could have been about you.

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amongstclouds wrote (edited )

Notice it's only the people like you who I am confronting as you are feeding the drama to posture yourself as a hardcore leftie. Gotta maintain them radicool points.

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amongstclouds wrote

These folks are reinforcing the actions and thoughts of a world I know longer wish to see extant. We have nothing in common besides the fact we may find use in similar concepts and ideas. But these people are NOT comrades based on their action.

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amongstclouds wrote

These people are trying to use 'mental illness as ammunition against Ziq and choose to harass people long after they have have apologized and made attempts to make up for what they did.

You cannot expect Ziq to just stop when more than half the community is using his name as an insult.

This isn't philosophical differences. Those people are NOT my comrades due to their shitty nature and proud displays of ignorance.

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amongstclouds wrote

More like pointing out reactionary trash like you and another good chunk of the userbase as of late.

You still possess P E A K I G N O R A N C E.

Stop cosplaying.

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Solidarity. Even if you don't see eye-to-eye with a comrades unique point of view you stand up to obvious trolling.

There is no point in banning anyone since you can just change IP's literally with the press of button.

The whole community is unfolding and I doubt anything can be done except for destruction of some form.

Fuck 'left unity' or any other phantasmic cry for the surrendering of individuality, but solidarity is actual conscious action. Solidarity isn't an expectation, because then it would just be 'left unity'. When you ignore the shitposting in these less frequented parts of Raddle you shows you don't care to extend solidarity. This is fine. It's up to all of us to do as we please with our emotional labour.

But all this does is reinforce the alienation inherent to our whole existence and seems antithetical the very reason for Raddle even being something in the first place. This place is quickly becoming a toxic hell hole and I feel a lot of the problems cannot be reconciled. Some certainly can and will be but there is a hive mind forming here and it's just sucking me dry emotionally.

None of this was an attack in you. Just realized it sounded aggressive. Well it is, but also slightly hypothetical lol.

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amongstclouds wrote

Sadly, no. The number of people here with bad intentions far out number us and even if not this is the internet we're talking about.