ZeePeef OP wrote (edited )

I'm in Europe as well. I'm confused about what gender I am but let's say for the course of the discussion that I have a penis.

I definitely decided AGAINST suicide, as you're only living once and as long it is not full of torture it is a live worth to be lived for. And if it is full of torture, the first thing I will try is to get out of the torture.

I wish you great success in the future. I hope you can reconsider.

Edit: Just to clarify: There's a social net here but it's not too good to say that you want to live in it forever. So I'm probably saying this from a somewhat ignorant perspective, as I haven't worked at all for a few exception. But neither do I receive the full payment of what the social net could offer, so it's not like I have a privilege either.