Adoption in northern europe (and probably the EU (and most of the World)) is very much tied up on how much you earn and not as much on your actual skills of parenting. Love can't be quantatively measured so there goes the thought of adoption for poor people. The system fails again.
I'm not sure if it's a good idea in your case and not at all what you are asking for, but chaga has a nice side-effect of making dreams more vivid. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inonotus_obliquus - chaga is amazing overall.
Dream herb should be good if you want to practice lucid dreaming, or so i heard.
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NOISEBOB wrote
Reply to "royalist christians are the new punk" (someone told me this irl 🤮) by moonlune
There is this faroese artist who says "Islam is the new punk".. a somewhat problematic statement, i'd say..