I feel this. Currently closeted (except to some people online), stuck in a body I don't like that much - it ranges from "i don't like this that much but I can make it work" to "I really don't like this at all". People call me "handsome", but it's like, I don't want to be handsome, I want to be something like pretty or beautiful. It doesn't bother me constantly, I'm in a neutral mood about it most of the time, but when I actually think about it, or look in the mirror after going a few days without shaving, it feels...not so good.
Kilesh wrote
Reply to I felt this hard. by TransRn
I feel this. Currently closeted (except to some people online), stuck in a body I don't like that much - it ranges from "i don't like this that much but I can make it work" to "I really don't like this at all". People call me "handsome", but it's like, I don't want to be handsome, I want to be something like pretty or beautiful. It doesn't bother me constantly, I'm in a neutral mood about it most of the time, but when I actually think about it, or look in the mirror after going a few days without shaving, it feels...not so good.