IHateTories69420

IHateTories69420 wrote

  1. 16 - gin but i had a sip of my grandmas wine when i was younger by mistake
  2. no iirc its 5 here but that may only be england - the culture around drinking however is really bad and i would be glad if it changed
  3. 3 ciders, 5 shots of vodka, 1 shot of sourz - may have been more, dont remember
  4. none - but i would stay away from substances with a high amount of suffering involved i.e cartels etc
  5. again dont believe in law its no ones prerogative to decide what others can do
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IHateTories69420 wrote

thank you. it's so frustrating cuz i know exactly what i have to do, and i've already done it but im too much of a wimp to go through with it . pisses me tf off, i even get scared after a teensy bit of confrontation. why am i like this T.T

anyway. conscience doth make cowards of us all (my new favourite quote)

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IHateTories69420 wrote

not sure what to do rn. i want more that anything to go back on hrt but ig im scared of how my parents will react. i think i need to cultivate a harsher outlook considering what they literally did was force me to detransition :(

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IHateTories69420 OP wrote

bahaha idek what to do anymore i dont think i have the mental fortitude to keep ressting with this. i know what i have to do and i know how to do it so why dont i? if i wasnt so suscpetible to others' emotions having a big effect on me i wouldnt even be here. ill be seeing the doctor in february and idk if i can wait that long but yeah im so stressed rn what should i do :kfhasehfh

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