everything I do is an exhausting, arduous, uphill battle against everything: from forcing my body and mind to function, to forcing myself to interact with a vicious, cannibalizing society, to doing back-breaking labor for affluent blowhards who blissfully exploit the shit out of me day after day, year after year and loudly mock me when I ask for anything
it all seems impossible yet somehow i do it without unleashing bloody fury on every cruel force of authority that presses in on me from every direction
survival in a world that's seemingly designed to crush and kill everything within it is the purest expression of anarchy there is
Majrelende wrote (edited )
To be honest, it sounds as if you are ruling yourself to survive. It isn't anything the vast majority of us don't do, but I hope some day it becomes something other than normal.