Thanks for your effort T_W, I think you're on point.

I'm definitely building towards a less enraging world as you put it. I'm very active, and it gives me a lot of satisfaction, but I don't have anyone close to me who feel the same way as I do about these things that I want to work for (or at least not as strongly as I do), which makes it a lonely war.

Perhaps this is just something that'll work itself out over time. Thanks again for your words, they gave me some hope that I definitely needed.