The thing is that I can enjoy stuff and all, but whenever someone says that what I'm doing worthless I just can't enjoy stuff anymore and start questioning everything.

I can be really fine and happy but when a trigger like this happen, my mood is crushed to the ground for some time. This is one of those times. It's slowly getting better by now, but I know it probably will happen again.

I'm making lists because I like to list the things I find inspiring or the things I done or want to do. Making lists and having a direction helps me calm down and have some sense of stability.