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GaldraChevaliere wrote

Vacation went pretty good. That friend I was excited to see I ended up feeling a little conflicted about because I don't think I was ready for any more complications in my love life. She hit it off really well with all of us, but especially with L and I had been really insecure about that, especially because I'm crushing on her too. But I'm the most useless fucking lesbian I swear, like the total stereotype. I'd been worrying all week that she didn't like me after we had slept together and with L and R like 4 times and when she left she kissed me on the lips, held me against the wall and said she couldn't wait to see me again. An hour later I was still like "oh come on she's just being nice". She and L are gonna try a trial relationship together and see how things work between them, and if it works out we'll all talk about something more official either just for them or between all of us. L's spending extra time with me after work to help me deal with my abandonment issues so I can get more comfortable with this.

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OldHippieChick wrote

It sounds more complicated than anything I'm accustomed to, so no advice intended, I'm just glad things are going so well.

Abandonment issues suck. You're worth whatever time it takes.

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edmund_the_destroyer wrote

Seconded on both counts.

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GaldraChevaliere wrote

I rarely feel like I am, but R's been doing a lot of work on me in that respect. I appreciate you all encouraging me, gods know I talk a lot about my love life on fridays. I don't think I'd have had the courage to get serious with R otherwise.

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ConquestOfToast wrote

That sounds really exciting but a lot to process all at once. I hope things work out in a way that's good for everyone.

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GaldraChevaliere wrote

I guess I'm just so unused to my life actually not sucking anymore that any major change especially romantically feels like it'll jeopardize it. My breath catches in my throat whenever she speaks to me and when she kisses me my entire body trembles, but for two very different reasons at the same time.

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ConquestOfToast wrote

Yeah that's a hard habit to kill. I only recently was able to keep it from taking me over. I low key expect everything to be a sign things will get worse. But I'm super glad you get to experience that!! That's really exciting I'm rooting for you!

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RosaReborn wrote

Had to buy some really expensive train tickets, (relative to my income expensive I mean). Gonna be a tight financial start to the year

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BlackFlagged wrote

Anyone else notice how many huge expenses always crop up in December/January?

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mofongo wrote

Mine come up in August/September. I spent a lot this Christmas because I wanted us to have some nice things before the twins born. On top of the regular pregnancy related expenses.

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edmund_the_destroyer wrote

Sorry to hear that. I hope the train ride itself is enjoyable.

I've always wanted to take a long train trip across the US with a pile of paperback books in my bag. Haven't had the chance yet.

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RosaReborn wrote

I hope you get to.

Generally when I go to a bigger city, the train is inexpensive and very convenient however I am going to a rather remote place and there wasn't any other option so the cost, amount of transfers, and time of travel are all bugging me!

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ConquestOfToast wrote

Gotten gayer and sluttier somehow. The current trend seems to be getting drunk with lesbians and going down on them in bathrooms. Which has happened not once but 3 times in the past month. PTSD has very abruptly stopped being overwhelming. No more panic attacks, booze doesn't cause me to spiral out. I'm feeling actually confident for once. Everything is looking good for school and this project I started in another state. So yeah besides an ulcer I'm living my best life, and I don't think ever felt that before.

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alex wrote

forgot i had two 80gb click-wheel ipods and just found them. crossing my fingers they still work fine and i can put them to good use

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bloodrose wrote

I've worked all week while sick because it is year-end and you don't get a break during year-end. Heck, I'm working the weekend, too. I just want rest. Though I am glad vacation is over. That was nerve-wracking. This year, vacation time is my time. I'm going camping or staying home and sleeping - I am travelling to no one. If anyone wants to see me, they're coming to me. I'm done with being in other peoples' spaces right now.

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