I'm Still Alive- Don't Worry

Submitted by PainlessEphemera in lobby

I know you haven't seen me in two months. That's because a certain incident happened. You see, I had a psychotic attack, where I was convinced that my parents were abusing me. I was so convinced of it, that I went to a lgbt helpline. I told them about this, and they, seeing my ip address, called the police to my parents house. My parents were upset with me, and found out that Raddle had caused this. They banned the site, and I can't visit it at home. So, that's why I've been gone so long. I plan on staying away for another six months, because I'm too scared to risk it more than I already am.

I hope you are all well,

Painless Ephemera



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Tequila_Wolf wrote

Sounds like you've had a really terrible time. Good luck over there. Thanks for checking in, a lot of us were concerned about you.


ziq wrote

Hang in there :)


Catsforfun wrote

How exactly could a website cause a psychotic break? I'm not convinced that banning/blaming a site is a reasonable and healthy response on your parents part


nijntje wrote

i don't know op, or their situation, but i've known a few people going through psychosis and uh, pretty much anything can trigger or make it worse.

although i agree on the parental thing: i think it's something that shouldn't be decided by parents but hopefully with a multi-disciplinary group of independent people, like doctors, people who know op, etc.


leftous wrote

Glad you're alright. I think you should consider using tor if you're being censored as pav mentioned.

Stay safe out there


elyersio wrote

I've missed you! Can you go on Matrix?