Submitted by kano in lobby

Spoke with my ex yesterday evening, was the first time we called since we broke up. Was nice on one hand, but there were some parts that made me confused and kind of unhappy. She told me she wants to be friends still but also told me she's not sure if she wants me to visit, but when she broke up w me she told me I could come when I wanted too, and then yesterday right after she said she wasn't sure if she wanted me to come down, she said actually she would like it. So I feel confused. Also got told off for mansplaining when I disagreed with her about some political stuff, which might be fair enough honestly, but on the other hand when i hear people saying liberal stuff I tend to try to shut that down asap especially among ppl who are close to me. She also doubled down on some stuff she said that I found racist and called her out for ages ago. This makes me really sad.

Am happy cos im going to an event at anarchist/Antifa social centre that I've never been to before later.

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kano OP wrote

We got a cherry tree from the food bank today

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tuesday wrote

a whole tree?

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kano OP wrote (edited )

I mean I guess it's a clone or some shit but it's got leaves roots and a stem so I'd call it a whole tree, maybe like a meter tall. Definitely gonna be a couple years before it produces

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asterism wrote

decided I am going to really lean into ccomputers for a bit. Have some goals I wish to obtain, should be interesting. Going to need more space, decided I am goingto get some peg board to utlize the vertical space aboove my tiny desk (because peg board is cheap).going to paint the peg board too trying to decide on color and if I want some kind of pattern.

I tried crux distro fr a bit might post about it soon. Probably going to settle into qubes for a while.

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NoPotatoes wrote

I am trying to study for an rhcsa cert, but... Motivation is lacking.

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Fool wrote

I keep starting the ebook for that, but never getting far. I should have another go.

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sarkofagus wrote

damn i want partner

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NoPotatoes wrote

I'm lonely, you're lonely too... I want to be alone with you

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NoPotatoes wrote

But seriously I wish my apt allowed pets I need some type of physical contact I ain't getting nearly anything except for short hugs this year.

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NoPotatoes wrote (edited )

Wow watch what you wish for... My step dad's brother's wife hugged me a few moments too long last night. Very uncomfortable.

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