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asterism wrote (edited )

its been off and on everyday this week but my mind is like spiraling a lot and I feel a little unhinged. I havent felt this way in a very long time and I dont know really what to do with it. maybe my minds trying to tell me something?

edit: Actually I know exactly what it is I just dont want to think about it. which is probably why I feel so unstable. FUCK

edit2: I think I am going to get off Raddle for a day or two so I dont say things I shouldnt.

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subrosa OP wrote (edited )

Take a break, it certainly doesn't hurt. But also know you're more than welcome here, and that there's plenty selfmade fools around here.

IN CASE IT NEEDS TO BE SAID

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asterism wrote

Well I've come down for now. Looking forward to doing it again tomorrow. Probably just need to stay off Raddle in the mornings and afternoons.

I will probably talk a little about whats going on with me soon (though I think it might be easy to guess at this point). I don't have anyone outside of Raddle I can talk to so of course I am going to post something. However there is one part of this whole puzzle (the most important part) that I ain't willing to talk about publically.

Anyway I really really appreciate the sentiment.

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moonlune wrote (edited )

So I started work Monday and it's alright but I'm staying at a friend's place on the other side of town so I have 1h30 of bus (where I change bus twice so I have to stay awake) to go to my work (+1h30 back).

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asterism wrote (edited )

Long commutes suck. I hated when I had 1 hr commute, 1h30 is even worse.

edit: complaining about commutes makes me feel old. We should complain about benefits and 401ks next just so I can experience what it feels like to be a dinosaur.

edit: oh and how bad the workplace coffee is.

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kinshavo wrote

Wednesday sometimes feel worse than Mondays somehow

I like to be alone, why so many people don't understand this? Like I like to read in my sofa, listening to music doing nothing, and I love to sleep.. But I don't want to let go human interaction by now, like I have my own time

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ziq wrote

pro tip: stop showering and they'll stop the interacting

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subrosa OP wrote

no-soap bloc

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lettuceLeafer wrote

Forgive me pastor of the no soap blac, for I have sinned. After I took a shower out of necessity my hair started to get curly again. I have naturally very curly hair but one day as a teen my father's convincing that it's "unprofessional" to not have straight hair I chemically altered it to be straight.

But after the shower the next day it started to get fairly curly. Not too much. I have taken 2 shoers since the to maintain the curl. But it was all for not as it's gone back to being straight albeit a bit bushy. How can I get under God's favor again?

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subrosa OP wrote

I'll pray for you.

Pater nosoap, qui es in infernum
sanctificetur lutum tuum
adveniat regnum tuum
fiat voluntas tua, sicut in lutum, et in terra.

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kinshavo wrote

Funny enough sometimes I shower with only water, and if I skip one day I feel weird it's an habit like mofongo explained very well the other day.

Although one of the times I went hiking with a friend, I took this dry bath where you just dry the sweat and clear the dirty of your skin, it was ok for 5 days.

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Bird wrote

Planning on attempting to do some photography this afternoon, although the weather isn't great at the moment.

Squawk

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ruinsociety wrote

Yesterday was pretty entertaining I gotta admit. I went on Twitch and just caught a political stream. I just relished in the chaos for a couple hours lol.

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