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emoticons wrote

hate this world. it's full of abusers. well. i don't wanna be associated with this genome any more. empathy's what make a human? hence do away w my empathy bc it's use less in a world where there's none, it's all weak pathetic & disgusting. i alr don't feel remorse. no1 owes any1 kindness then i ain't gonna joy them~

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moonlune wrote

  • no empathy
  • wants to do away with her humanity
  • speaks 1337

Emoticons transhumanist confirmed?

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emoticons wrote

lol ik this's a joke but imo there's some openings here 2 talk abt fascinating items & stories :D

  • no empathy

tbf empathy ain't linear, there're affect, cognitive, compassion, somatic. affection empathy means u feel what they r feeling, cognitive's abt comprehend their mindplace, & compassion's abt actually tryna help some1. also no empathy doesn't mean no emotions, likely when ppl say this's when there isn't affection empathy. but that's some1 that feels their emotes but not other ppl's

there're dis-orders ppl that're disliked bc they've fewer empathy. does it mean they're gonna target randos? unlikely, imo the actions, how they treat ppl & why, that's more tellin' of what they actually're. it ain't the label but ppl rly out here diagnosin' ppl thru their screens or smth lol

also u don't know me, i don't know u. hence obvi u can't know what i'm feelin' & it's para-social. gotta set healthy boundary w ppl u meet on the net. & don't let some1 isolate u. actually wanna post rn abt para-social crap, title it smth like Why i'm not your friend or whatevs. but that doesn't mean don't be kind -- im kind 2 ppl who kind 2 me :3

imo feelin' shame or remorse ain't helpful. mostly 4 me doing what i wanting 2 do Ig i'm social-and-moral detached. idc abt any society or collective tellin' me what i gotta be. idc abt ego i live in the now & why idealise my-self? i'm no hero & ofc take accountability but idk why i'd wanting 2 dwelling on crap.

half-joke i could writ anarcho machiavellianism lol but trim-out all the crap abt ruling bc idc abt ruling others, it's cowardly 2 control other ppl bc the power dynamics literally enables u. but i'd consolid8 parts abt plotting or vengeance. then it's smth like de-humanise men the same way they do 2 me. abuse the abusers. but also i enjoying 2 frighten cismen bc it's fun uwu

tho tbh idc 4 lying or manipulatin'. instead i being up-front bc u don't gotta recollect what lies ur tellin' who. def 2 much energy 2 in-vest in others -- i don't go here 4 attention or validation, idc abt impressin' some rando on the net or what ppl think or whatevs, hence why lie. tho lying 4 opsec & imo lyin' 2 authority's excite.

  • wants to do away with her humanity

actually i can be racoon-possum & at moment the night the wild /u/emoticons do mutual aids, sniffin' the scement-hikes for grease, on her paws arise-open the rubbish bins & feedin' near-every1, tho tbh y don't ppl walkin' w 4 paws? twice the paw twice the run!! :O

but when ur mentall helth goes down like a meerkat in an oil pipe line, doin' billions and takin' days, u can rly comprehend feral? XD

  • speaks 1337

idk that i can say 2 much. but ill say part o' wats pub alr. but Lol 2 the most 1337 pir8's tbf's helpful when u've a group. many many groups tho u make a group w friend tho it's best u don't know em in ur day-2-day 2 stopp from snitchin', & u likely don't wanna look 4 us or any 2 join-in bc u've gotta've the best opsec near groups racing teras of pir8-media.

diff groups or ppl that're workin' on their duties. the lilest u wanna've's some1 supply & other 2 crack. but there're otherplaces 4 pir8s 2, game's & web's poppin' now. 4 widevine drm there's priv-apps 4 the groups that can bot the dl. u need 2 rm the drm bc it'll be blank when u don't. & obvi there're otherplaces that aren't pir8s that're 1337

i've made multi-host https proxy -- u can de crypt https when u learn abt how 2 do certs -- that i've made 2 pir8 a text book lol but i also've change it 2 make config more easyer. that's how i cheated my exams that had proctoring softt ware, it spies ur cam, net work, files, mic & clip board. there's likely more i 4got tho. but yes i've config a key combo 2 skirt the net-logs :D

some-months before this-day i gonna post abt that but then i didn't bc it wouldn't helpful 2 do bc the proctor wasn't wide-spread but also ppl can finger-print u from ur code. better more helpful 2 post alot guides reverse engineer soft ware guide or vm detection like screen res, mac address, dmi, ram, registry & files system. a lotta details there, that don't scratch the surf-ace on vm. or how 2 make directshow in2 ur fake cam

and unrelated -- i liked u lune music. it recollected me of that movie idk name of but there was yellow blender & it danced. That's a kudos btw. also i recollect u also learnin' how 2 programming? there u also got lil 1337 :)

Emoticons transhumanist confirmed?

i'm /u/emoticons with-out adjectives!! emoticons's a label, but it isn't who i be. there's ain't a wording for me bc i'm who i'm. and what i'm's goonna open the bin 4 the furry now :P

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NoPotatoes wrote

Hey all. Just wanted to check in after last week. Doing a bit better this time around the sun. Had some ups and downs in the past week. Definitely still feeling insecure. Trying to work play on it.

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kaukau wrote

I am lonely and sad and just want to see a movie or something simple but I’m too poor to even get to the theater. I’ll be better off next month when I can move in with my partner but that feels so far away. I hate Las Vegas with a passion. It’s so depressing.

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kaukau wrote

I am thankful for my partner because he reminded me that I literally have a hard drive with a terabyte of anime on it to watch. It’s amazing what happens when you find the right nerd to be nerdy with. We spent an hour on the phone talking about games and life and he made me feel safe and happy again. I have motivation to eat now.

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kin OP wrote

I did not go to squat the flat in my block, It seems that other narcos tried to occupy it again, the community put cameras and an alarm there to avoid new breaks. This flat belongs to the bank and I know that the neighbors would love to have a family or other non-junkie people living in the place, they can even require govt help to stay squating the place.

Hey u/emoticons, I finally recovered my shitty chromebook. Maybe I will return with some translation work soon, yesterday I did two small texts with my phone and was a pain..

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emoticons wrote

tysm! it's the protopia u've w the phone? p neat. i read it lil hours before. i enjoy the occultists, chaos agent and the pir8s -- groups & 2 make the chaos in the mundane -- :) i'd goto a chaos fest! protopia's kinda like prefiguration?

and Likely many other r enjoy ur texts also I def enjoyin' ur other translation fr ~<3

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kin OP wrote

Yes, and exactly the part you liked I wrote, it's a bit silly but I like to evoke the imagery of my ideas better than explaining them.

I think I got my obsession with prefiguration (my own interpretation maybe) bc of this project, or maybe was otherwise and my inclination to prefigurating got me involved in the project. But that was the late 2000's,. I was a teen and I had hope...

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asterism wrote

works gunning for me (that the right expression?) they are out to get me anyway. Been applying to a ton of places basically every waking moment. It sucks but kind of also gives me hope. Almost everywhere pays more than my current job plus I need to get out of here fast.

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NoPotatoes wrote

Why are they gunning for you?

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asterism wrote

Its a long story. The end of it is that I am being used as a pawn to justify a powergrab by mgmt. Its creating a lot of unrest among all my coworkers. I think a ton of people are making actual preparations to leave.

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ruinsociety wrote

I'm kind of screwed with work. I have alot of health problems (some small, small big) that affects my everyday life. Unfortunately, none of them count as disabilities according to the state. So I can't collect welfare.

So I'm not healthy enough to work a 5 day 40 hour workweek without pain and discomfort but I'm not disabled enough to get welfare.

And even if I did get welfare, there's the stigma of being on welfare and disabled. This society sucks so much.

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