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EgocomLad wrote

I found a baggie of some hi-octane shit on the ground last week and now after a bump here and there it's almost gone. Never bought before but thinking about it now. Should I go downtown and look for a hookup?

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zoom_zip wrote

listen i ain’t gonna tell someone what to do and what not to do with their life, but as someone who has been in the depths of addiction hell and who has had more than a few friends die to it, i hope you know what path you are thinking of walking down

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groovygardener42069 OP wrote

Wait about a week after it's gone and evaluate. If you still wanna go down that road, order safely off the darkweb instead of going downtown.

There were times where I was kinda casually fucking with harder stuff and -thought- I was keeping it together, but actually I was having delusions of sobriety and my existence was that of a walking fucking wreck

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NoPotatoes wrote

My pops was addicted to stims. He also dealt the stuff. It tore apart his marriage. He would hide it from my mom.

One time when I was 21 he invited some friends over. One of 'em came over early. Joey Dallas was his name. I did not rember Jim much, but he and I went way back. I used to live in his house when I was a kid and my pops had no place.

Anyway my pops went to the bathroom and asked me to keep johnny some company. Me and Jorge just played pool a while. At one point Joseph said off hand "G has sure been gone a while". About 20 minutes later my pops comes out of the bathroom and he is high as shit. I know it. Joey knows it. Joe comments "G is here".

Anyway later that night John left, I got really stoned, and a bunch of my pops friends came over. I didn't know many of them.

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