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zoom_zip wrote
listen i ain’t gonna tell someone what to do and what not to do with their life, but as someone who has been in the depths of addiction hell and who has had more than a few friends die to it, i hope you know what path you are thinking of walking down
groovygardener42069 OP wrote
Wait about a week after it's gone and evaluate. If you still wanna go down that road, order safely off the darkweb instead of going downtown.
There were times where I was kinda casually fucking with harder stuff and -thought- I was keeping it together, but actually I was having delusions of sobriety and my existence was that of a walking fucking wreck
capitan wrote
My pops was addicted to stims. He also dealt the stuff. It tore apart his marriage. He would hide it from my mom.
One time when I was 21 he invited some friends over. One of 'em came over early. Joey Dallas was his name. I did not rember Jim much, but he and I went way back. I used to live in his house when I was a kid and my pops had no place.
Anyway my pops went to the bathroom and asked me to keep johnny some company. Me and Jorge just played pool a while. At one point Joseph said off hand "G has sure been gone a while". About 20 minutes later my pops comes out of the bathroom and he is high as shit. I know it. Joey knows it. Joe comments "G is here".
Anyway later that night John left, I got really stoned, and a bunch of my pops friends came over. I didn't know many of them.
rot wrote
work takes up too much time
groovygardener42069 OP wrote
If u cry openly at work sometimes people will stay off your shit for a week or so. Could have the opposite effect tho
rot wrote
that could either get me fired or time off due to mental illness so in a way that's good advice
groovygardener42069 OP wrote
I'm not here to give good advice or bad advice, just sad advice :(
Stigmata wrote
It does indeed; I am holding out for fully automated luxury space habitats; I am sure any day now...
capitan wrote
I'm down bad.
groovygardener42069 OP wrote
dam that sux
capitan wrote
Lol in my dreams.
BorrowingBrov wrote
my dad attempted to murder his cousin for meth and is now back in prison :(
groovygardener42069 OP wrote
Well shit, are you close at all with his cousin? Are you able to provide support in any way?
From what it sounds like, they may not be receptive. I'm sure you don't need me to tell you that people need to want to change in order to make it happen
BorrowingBrov wrote
nah idk his cousin but hes fine. they chillin.
EgocomLad wrote
I found a baggie of some hi-octane shit on the ground last week and now after a bump here and there it's almost gone. Never bought before but thinking about it now. Should I go downtown and look for a hookup?