So I was very specific About what I wanted to drink and I was shooting for a specific BAC because I was going in Blind and I wanted to be as smart as I could about it.
So I drank 5 oz of 80 proof and then waited roughly an hour and drank another 5 oz. so 10 oz of 80 proof total which according to the calculator should have placed me about at 10-11% BAC. It wasn't enough to slur my speech though typing was hard.
The first thing I noticed was that I found it hard to stare at shit. Like things defied super focus. and then it was like that feeling of "mouse acceleration" where I would move a little bit and then all of a sudden move a lot. Made drinking water and other stuff a little awkard. I still had some inhibitions but was a bit chatty and just generally felt super happy and loving towards people. Walking wasn't super hard but balancing was.
After drinking the second half I sort of expected the effects to double. It was way more than double. Obviously all the above stuff was way more concentrated. The movements the ability to stare, I also felt a tiny bit like a bobble head. At my peak everything was funny as hell and I would laugh at everything. Once the laughing calmed down I just couldn't stop talking. and I had a desire to share all the things I don't dare tell other people. and like I could feel myself telling myself no but I just didn't care (which honestly had a snowball effect once I wasn't drunk )
Mostly gripes about being married and situations and people that turn me on tbh and people I think are cool. Though I actually had really useful conversations about a lot of that stuff. I think I learned some shit about myself too and I am trying to figure out what inhibitions are positive and which I would be better to leave behind.
I don't know you can probably ask LL too they were pretty much talking to me the whole time. As long as you don't ask them specifics of what I was talking about lol.
Definitely want to do this again. Maybe push the dose up a tiny bit and see what its like but I will have to rest on it for a month at least since the opportunity probably won't present itself for another month.
Also having people to talk too is really really nice so maybe I will give some advance notice and we can do another voice chat soon and more people could join in if interested? I did have LL and one other user in the chat briefly. It was a good time (at least for me lol)
subrosa wrote
I feel a little silly talking 'strategy', but maybe next time try reaching a good level (everything funny, but you still in control), and then only drink to maintain that level for a few hours. You'll likely get more out of it than just upping the 'dose'.
Or maybe aim at spinning headspace and subsequent blackout so you wake up with a body that feels poisoned, a head that feels like it's gonna explode any second. It's
tradition among 16 year olds herea good lesson about limits. At best. Don't actually do that.Anyway. Good to hear you were enjoying yourself.