Submitted by celebratedrecluse in celebratedrecluse
I have only dranken ethanol about twice a week on average, for taste purposes-- I didn't want to develop a toxic relationship of abstinence with a substance, I want to conquer my desire to get drunk/dysfunctional without shifting blame onto the substance rather than myself. And, some ethanol beverage are good tasting (well, a few are, anyway)
I suppose I went borderling with some wine that I drank with my boyfriend the other day, but it wasn't possible to save it for later (no cork reusable)
I've noticed my abstinence from large drinking, has actually improved my neurological health. I can feel my orgasms in a qualitatively different way, for example. I am realizing, that I am an extraordinarily sensitive person (to physical touch, sensory experiences, etc) and that ethanol use was a way of forcing myself to become less sensitive. No wonder it was making me act like a rude, mean, unhappy person sometime.
Fool wrote
So... switched to Methanol?
/s
Congratulations!