and no , I'm not lazy...I watched everyone around me hate their jobs as I grew up. Always complaining but never doing anything about it. Every job I ever had was menial and pointless in every possible way. The jobs , once you account for expenses do not cover shit.

Sure, I have been piss poor all my life but that's OK. Becoming accustomed to living off next to nothing all your life makes it easier. Dumpster diving, freeganism, street performing/busking etc. There are ways to live outside of the work system but you do get a shit ton of hate for it from people who think being a wage slave is the end all and be all of life. Work, buy shit you don't need, work more then die one day. Fuck that shit.