I don’t know how to stop sleeping with the worst clients. I’m never sure if it’s my degradation kink or my depression. I have so many friends in the industry you think I would be able to talk to someone about it.. but I can’t. I end up in the worst situations and yet I keep doing it. Idk why I’m even posting this but I guess I just needed to type it out?
Catsforfun wrote
maybe start journaling or something to continue this exploration... i think it's important to figure out why you are doing this... how does it makes you feel? what are your thoughts? what parts of you are getting satisfaction and why? what parts of yourself are you hurting and why?