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sureliveon7 OP wrote

I am afraid. Not of dying, but of being alone even after that. How funny is it. The only time you are certain of something is in this 1 life you get. And I'm expecting such things to happen in afterlife which no one is sure of.

Also I'm being a little selfish here. One part of me even asks me to take her with me. As if. I'm doing all this so that I can never hurt her or her family.

These days my sadistic part are leaking out slowly like splashing water. I laugh at things which are absolutely serious. Like my mom telling us about our dad's struggle when he was 20. Hahahahahahahahaa sorry mom, would you like to know about myself when I was 5. Guess not aye. I'm afraid of this as well.