Submitted by Catsforfun in Queer
Because:
1-there are certain triggers
2- my feminine self can only come out when she feels extremely safe
3- they use diff pronouns and it genuinely feels right/wrong when the right/wrong ones are used for the right/wrong state of mind/gender/whatever
4- I know I at least have cptsd
5- my genderless part is also way more asexual and behaves very different sexually than my feminine part
6- I have always thought it a possibility that its the result of gendered abuse as a child when I was already neurodivergent
I know the label doesn't really matter so much as the experience, except that the label does kind of matter. I'm mindfucking myself & could use some other peoples words to help validate and get out of my head about it
Catsforfun OP wrote
Replying to !deleted13453 (#116,305)
aww thanks for that sweet validation!!
I'm fine with my body and I wont ever medically transition. But it affects how i dress, and act, and feel, and how I behave sexually and its confusing for other people and I have no concept of how to explain it to other people. I will be talking to my therapist about it this week