Submitted by deckardsdream in Music
I'm white and I love metal. Lots of my favorite bands are literally the worst though. When I say that I am speaking specifically of nsbm, death metal, and industrial bands.
Half of me wants to make a rabm band in protest to the nsbm bands but the other half of me feels like that would only be a statement to a niche group of people, and to the rest of the world it would be another school shooter band.
That said, there is this other half of me, yes I am 3 halves, that listens to the music as a constant reminder of how disgusting and putrid aspects of the world are. As my gay ass, yes I am gay, sits in my room listening to Abusrd, it's extremely depressing, but at the same time it kind of gives me the energy to continue supporting the (queer) community. As I listen to Arghoslent on the bus I dig the tunes but can't help but be disgusted by the racism, this too is motivation. It's motivation to punch a Nazi!
I guess what I am getting at is, am I broken? Am I a self-hating racist gayboy? Are there others who have similar struggles? I don't want to stop listening to all of this music but it's really been hard this last year and as the pandemic continues it's not helping. I barely listen to metal any more and it's fucking annoying.
ab5 wrote
Why would you listen to nsbm? I can't bring myself to listen to any band with racist or misogyny themes or members, much less literal nazis. There is an absurd amount of music out there, so maybe you can try stepping out of your classics and find less problematic sounds that are great. We could use this forum or any other one to share our findings.
Also note that if you are streaming that stuff, you are giving them money and exposure. If you already have the stuff pirated I guess the case is less clear.