Submitted by Seerover in MentalWellbeing
I can’t stop palpitating, a group of twitter anarchists cyberbullied me off the internet, I don’t know what to do. I was just having fun online making new friends when a big anarchist account screenshotted my account and mocked me and his mutuals because I was affiliated with a post-left philosophy that they didn’t like. I read through their replies and all the harassment they said to me makes me weak. I can’t eat or sleep, I feel like I’m tired ever since. I’m aware that I’m a very mentally unstable person and I visit a psychiatrist from time to time, I didn’t even do anything wrong, why the f**k would they do that to me? I had to delete my account and email because I couldn’t handle everything those anarchists said to me. I don’t know, I feel like I’m disillusioned with the idea of anarchism anymore after that incident, I know not every anarchist is not like them and I still consider myself an anarchist, but I don’t think I’ll ever join another mass movement again. I’m thankful it was just online, if it was physical then I don’t know how I’ll be able to live normally where they would know my name and face, and could spread my face online alongside my name in the internet. I always thought that most anarchist movements are sketchy to me, they often expoused religionist apologia, siding with red fascists and so on, but this was the turning point to me, if they don’t like post-left ideas, then they should just shut up and stay quiet. Why would they do that to me??? I didn’t do ill to them, wtf is up with those “anarchists”. I’m so sorry if my english is bad, English isn’t my first language. I’m gonna ask my dad to take me to the therapist next next week. Maybe having someone to talk to would be nice.
veuzi wrote
I can't recommend anyone to actually use Twitter beyond just reading it. Spend some time reading even just the anarchist discourse and you will know why. That platform is irrepairably fucked.