i'm so tired of being forced on all these drugs...i'm tired of my mother actively resisting and getting in the way of any effort of mine to stop, and i'm tired of my father's complacency in her madness
actually, funny story: i had a meeting with my psychiatrist actually 2 days ago-she never told me about it ofc (why would i need to know about that right)...she freaking cancelled it lol. been talking about stopping for months now. i've discussed it with her, my therapist, my therapist's discussed it with her and my psychiatrist...she cancels the appointment
my therapist is on board with my stopping. i'm not sure if we have an appointment anytime soon though, but regardless the psychiatrist has a history of ignoring my thoughts and feelings. it would be a full out war with both him and my mother trying to stop everything.
i'm gonna give it to you straight–i haven't taken it in 2 days. i feel fine-better even, i'm just- i'm not sure if it's safe to just stop so abruptly forever, and i fear that i could get involuntarily committed if i continue and get caught
i really just don't know what to do at this point..sorry
will probably delete later, sorry