Once again I find myself in the grips of seeking numbness due to participating in the system of capitalism.
I lasted four days this time, but what differs from my previous post is that I had a notebook and a copy of "Elementary Calculus" on my phone. While I have pounded down discounted drinks, I took notes from the book.
After completing the "Calculus Better Explained" course I need and want to understand Calculus to become scientifically literate.
I need to build a math habit to escape from the oppresion of racial capitalism.
How have you all built a habit of higher mathematics outside of academia?
Sorry if incoherent and thank you in advanced for your advice.