Hello,
Most of you may not know me, but I have been a member of raddle for a while even though I rarely post. I've been really anxious lately and I hope that even though I'm not around much raddlers can help me.
The title of this post is just a short way to say what I'm about to say now.
First, a background. I've read a lot of works that have celebrity status on raddle, stuff like Desert, Baedan, Tiqqun (not all of it lol), Feral Faun, the anti-post-civ-left-green-nihilistic-gender line, the leftist line. So I know the lines. I know how exciting these sorts of ideas can be. I've also read several reactions (edit: wrong word, should have said different views or something) to such works, both direct ones and indirect (like say Bookchin).
One thing that I continually fail to understand is how it can ever be possible for large scale societies (and by "large" I mean >50-100 people) to be completely free of any authority. Furthermore, I don't understand how any technology (used in it's most basic sense, control of fire is technology) is inherently compatible with anti-authoritarianism.
It's pretty clear to me that any "collapse" scenario will still involve millions and probably billions of people and animals. How is it possible to eradicate any sort of authority in these situations? If the people I live with are anarchist, that's great. But when food and water are scarce and there's 1 million other people around, authority seems inevitable in some way.
Since I'm not a familiar face this may come across as trolling or reactionary or whatever, but the truth is that I am severely disillusioned with this, my head is swimming with all sorts of thoughts, and I have no idea what to do with myself or my life. Like for example, I find computers and electronics to be fascinating. I would love to use my knowledge, skills, and time to create electronic and computer technologies that are decentralized by nature and are useful to people. But there's so much discussion around the evils of technology (not just computers) in anarchist circles that it feels almost wrong to want to learn about these things and create with them for the benefit of people. I can honestly say that I have stayed away from it because of the things I've read despite it being a huge passion of mine.
Sorry this is a winding post. I just feel like shit. Ive been staying away from raddle because I'm scared, so I've just had my head in the sand. I hope no one takes this the wrong way. Thank you for your time.
An_Old_Big_Tree wrote
Hi! No need to worry about your questions at all. Pretty sure most of us are familiar with you :) I really hope you feel better soon.
So, I already gave my best short answer to the technology question here. I'm happy to try to expand on it if you want further questions. Personally I think that because there will be no global revolution we will need technologies against technology. Simple stereotypical examples here are signal jammers, and EMP, and guns, but I'm sure there can be many more. But we should insofar as possible make them from scratch aware of how they function, how they endow power, who becomes excluded from the commons in their use, and so on.
Regarding mass. I think that some forms of mass are fine. A mass insurrection could be fine because it's really just a lot of decentralisation at once. A mass society, not so much. More importantly, the desire for mass is a problem, I think. One reading I can think of is the few-page section on Mass in Mass, The Left, And Other Dinosaurs (PDF), which is an excerpt from one of the first books I read in my baby anarchist days. I think there are a small handful of post-left texts that address mass directly aside from this that you might be able to find.
But yeah, why would we want mass? I want permanent decentralisation.