Submitted by Basil
on June 16, 2019 at 3:06 PM in AskRaddle
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I'm ok. Stressed by debt but hopeful because of a new job. Excited for my future with my partner.
Concerned about my health recently, which I never have been. My skin has been doing weird things recently and now I'm finding a chip in my previously flawless teeth.
Happy that my dog got over her illness. It cost a fortune but wouldn't have done it differently.
pissed about how good people get the shit and shitty people get to live good
Im confused, trying to think if I should ask her what happened or if I should just let it be and slowly become numb to the thought of her.
Replying to zzuum (#131,598)
maybe you just need to change something to do with your diet, who knows?
Mentally, not doing well. I appear to be suffering from a major case of imposter syndrome. I need to change how I evaluate my life. I am learning and hopefully doing better but at the end of the day I don't feel like I have really helped myself or others.
Emotionally I am pretty fucked up. My friends are suffering and I don't know what I can do to help. It hurts to watch them suffer. I know they want and need help but I don't know what to do or say when someone's family are fucking religious hypocrites and then hurt their kids because they are transphobic.
Physically I am broken this week. My legs, back, shoulders and neck are sore as hell. I constantly have to tell myself to keep my shoulders back and bend at the knee not the waist. I am disappointed with how physically weak I am. I have next to zero testosterone. I started taking shots but I am not seeing any difference. I am willing to bet the average 13 year old could kick my ass.
Overall I do feel good. I helped build a huge 1/2 acre garden. Harvested and donated 16 pounds of squash. I have about 300 seeds starting to show their first leaf. I have just about every manual tool I need to help me be more efficient in my garden. And just about reached my savings goal for a truck.
I need to find a new job so I can be in a better financial position. I would like to stop lifting so I can remove that constant fear that today may be the day I get caught.
I feel fucking awesome that I have found this space, people are helpful, I feel I learn so much from reading posts, and I beyond over joyed with the motivation comments people have sent. For once in my life I feel I can be honest, vulnerable, and feel safe that someone cares enough to send me messages that help me feel good about my life.
Not very how :/
pretty ok. writing this in class. the textbook misgenders trans people tho.
Replying to hermit_dragon (#131,736)
Pretty okay right now. tired, but that's not surprising
Replying to Basil (#131,776)
Woot! I'm happy for you, and I hope the tired is for good reasons. I super appreciate your threads here, lots of nice social conversations starters :thumbsup:
Reminds me of just_post