Wasn't sure where to put this. This is not to advocate workerism, job having or homeowning. But I would like to keep my house and garden. And it is likely that without some kind of wage labor, I won't. The mere process of searching and applying for jobs threatens to put me in a depressive spiral.
To put it bluntly, an hour of job searching and a single application makes me want to unalive myself. Then it takes about a week to get back to a sort of treading water equilibrium, before starting again. This is unlikely to yield results in the current job market, ugh. I hate asking for advice, but :Any advice?