Submitted by 2nbdsfrnd2 in AskRaddle
Suicide is not the answer because I still want to do so many things in life. If you're going to mention drugs at least be specific about which drug you're referring to. I get easily emotionally overwhelmed to the point of draining or fighting people despite also being for the most part distant and unmoved. I refuse to go to a psychiatrist, but last I checked, and I know myself pretty well, I hardly meet the criteria for any mental disorders (long story), although I still have the potential to be emotionally crippled by whatever hits close to home. It has gotten me in trouble all my life, but now I kind of just want this to end because a lot of things are becoming painful for me. I have tried things with CBD oil but it's not really permanent. I have tried literally everything in the book from meditation to sleeping, but now I want a permanent solution. I'm becoming sick of fighting everybody all the time to the point of having a severe breakdown at worst (albeit occasionally). What are some proven solutions that permanently remove pain while still maintaining intelligence and a broad range of emotions and other sensations like love? I don't want to be an unfeeling robot either, just less hurt.
kore wrote
liberation from suffering is supposedly attainable, gautama buddha is said to have done it. Meditation helps me, but it's really only a small part of the story i think