After learning about the shooting yesterday in NZ I am really fucking sickened today. My heart literally hurts and I physically shudder at the thought of it. I don't even know what to make of it. Just a mix of anger, fear, despair and I'm wondering if this world is fucking worth it.
But I know it is. And I know this isn't the time to cower and cry. And I know there are good people out there fighting for love and not hate. I have to believe that there are.
Sorry for the venting. I'm not that articulate right now. I'm just so overwhelmed by this I have to vent a little. I don't want to let it beat me. I know I'm not the only one feeling this way. So I'm saying this as much for me as for you: don't give up on the good fight.
Okay, I guess that is all. Back to work. Thanks for listening.